Size: 4ft x 3ft
Materials: Spray paint and acrylic on wood canvas
This painting is from a very grim period in my life. I had just lost all the support systems in my life and felt as if there was no where safe I could go. I had just experienced a break-up that would turn out to be a pivotal point in my life, but on top of that I was at odds with my family.
This painting was born from that feeling of being truly alone with no one to turn to and having no place that felt like home. This type of heartbreak experienced simultaneously is world-shattering and makes the mind feel like it’s spiraling.
Being mentally lost at the point when this painting was created and having to start from square one, really set in motion the inspiration for a series of art shows. Born from that heartbreak was a vision that guided me back to my heart.
Painted in 2021 with its first ever public showing proudly was at Part 1 of The Divine Circus - KHAOS - April.20.2024 at Pourboy Pub in Ottawa, Ontario.
SOLD- I can’t even put into words the feelings of selling this painting… in so many ways my darkest days is what has lead the way to everything I through my soul into now. My darkest days taught me the most about what I what I want out of this life and the sacrifices I needed to make to create it. Through the challenges I still face on this artistic journey, moments like these keep me afloat … a brief but meaningful moments that confirm my alignment while I drive blind on a journey guided by my heart with love.
Looking back at this painting 3 years later, it feels like the emotions that inspired it are a life time away and just when I see my work I can relive them with peace, like a visual journey of my life. This painting reminds daily that ever rock bottom is just a chance to build a stronger foundation.
The painting will continue to live at Kacie Kulture HQ in Ottawa, ON with all rights reserved. Thank you to all how support and continue to my art ❤️